Terrified

Bloody hell!!! I can't sleep at all. I don't remember being so scared for SPM or AS results. I'm really honestly...I can't even form a sentence.......one that's coherent at least. Maybe I should stay up until 8? I think I'm going to. I don't think I can sleep like this. My stomach is doing triple somersaults. My teeth were chattering in bed...I can't... I should stay up... but i can't stand waiting for the hours pass. I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die. I'm gonna be sick... I'm so scared T_T