Haha hey guys. Am back. Decided to try my friends Shu Whey's writing style in her chinese blog. Wonder whether it works well in English. XD
Feeling lonely
Can't really explain why
Even surrounded
Feel so alone
That's why
Would rather stay at home
In front of screen
Can hide from the world
Even so
Chat proves me wrong
Acting so distant
Irritated at me perhaps?
Forgive me
Don't mean to push
Sometimes don't want to lose friendship
You know?
Sometimes want to live in another world
Pretend to be a heroine
Have a prince by my side
But I do not like Love Stories
And I always die
Haha I like my hobby
Can't find anyone with similar taste
Perhaps it's embaressing
No one dares say
But it's nice
Alone in my room
Don't know why
Self-esteem in the drain
Even with good results
Beginning to regret the mere A
Kiasu maybe?
Should have studied better for Maths
I think that is biggest regret
My fave, last time
Should have made bigger impact
No one to talk to
That's why post lenghthens over time
Even if got person
Cannot release the feelings
Curse of the Bull
Never show feelings
Thought change
Perhaps still seeking attention
Want to look for job
After bad experience
Lost all will to do
Come home in tears
Never want to do again
Wonder whether parents will forgive
Let me do something else instead
But no will to spend money
Learn to cook myself
But will spoil weight plan
6 months of endless nothing
Become Tele-chatter to text men
Not my personality
But money is money
Job is job
Maybe can increase esteem
Learn to flirt...
Maybe should say no
Not that kind of girl
But job seems easy
Despotic, they call me
I think they are more
Pehaps don't know me?
No longer think true
Feel unheard
Opinionated
Perhaps better word
Feminist
Tomboy
Suit me more
Haha ok I better stop cause I'm going on forever. Haha kinda like this style XD Haha Shu Whey if you read this please don't be insulted by how bad this is. XD Not trying to make fun of you or anything. Haha and if anyone finds this funny, please remember I read the direct translation of Shu Whey's blog so yea XD
