Thursday, July 12, 2012

I was reading up my next sem's study guide and I'm kinda freaking out. Haha... Partially it's cause I haven't got my results yet so I dunno how well I'm coping with it. Next sem's syllabus is VERY anatomy-heavy. Even our clinical skills seems to be anatomy-only. I mean it seems fun, don't get me wrong. But you'd probably can't do it unless you know your anatomy. 

I hate anatomy. Not because of anything but I'm not the memorizing type. And next sem seems to be concentrated on Pharmacology and Anatomy, 2 very memorize-based subjects. Yes, so I kinda am freaking out. Ok breath... breath... Yes I know Medicine is all about Anatomy but good god I REALLY can't memorize that subject. I remember better by understanding but you can't 'understand' the names you have to memorize them...

Ok ok...I have to admit though, I really love next sems Psycho syllabus. Haha seems more like the psycho I want to learn. Human development. How the environment influences the character etc. *_* Hopefully it's as fun as I'm imagining it to be. 

Hmn... no HEP, ethics or law next sem. Actually...not much tutorials either. To me it just seems like we are studying anatomy the whole sem (plus a couple other stuff). Hmn... maybe Malaysian style is slightly different and I should wait for our study guide version. But I doubt there'd be much difference. Haiz...this sem since very study-based compared to last sem.

Wow, I didn't know we were heading to Johor in the 3rd week itself. I hope we can choose group members. I think I work well with my current group. I really don't need a kiasu perfectionist driving me, I have no patience for them. Hopefully it's fun. I mean it's like a 5 day camp. *_* Haha I really hope we can choose dorm mates etc. Then we can stay up the whole night. Mwahahahahaha.

Hmn... I think I was putting really high hopes on a 'fun' next sem which is why I'm kinda disappointed now. I mean we had injection practical and first aid etc but this sem doesn't seem to have anything really stand out fun. Or maybe I'm just whiny. I mean I know it's gonna be a bz year. We have what, 4 projects coming out? I'm so happy some of them are hurdles (even if it's the one I think would be the most fun). Maybe I should re-read my last sems study guide and see whether it looks as boring. If it does, then maybe I'm just over-reacting. 

Remember how I was all 'I wanna change groups to make more friends'? Now I really don't. Haha I dunno lar, freaking out maybe. But I really click well with my current group. (Or maybe I just miss them from the month-long separation). And with so much group projects stuff, maybe it's better that way. Haha but you know what I'm glad about? NO MORE DEBATES!!! Haha but I really am sad we didn't do the court case thing. That would have been fun. Haha. Ok then guyz. Ciaoz